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Oh. My. God. Jaw on the floor, in legit tears from this piece. If I could fave this twice I would, and this thing deserves to frontpage 10 times more than it already did. On a scale of 1 to 10, this is like a 20. I swear every time I listen to this it gets better and better. There's one word to describe this piece, and it's EMPOWERING. As a comment on the video for this track said, "this is the perfect piece for when you're finally understanding something you've been struggling with for a long time". You may know I've suffered with OCD for 19 years since the day I was born, have been ailed with autism, depression, suicidal ideations and even total delusion about my identity. Seeing as you've pushed through your depressing childhood, a place of darkness and decay to completely flipping the game around and becoming the knowledge-seeking, enlightened individual you are today inspired me to push through my own challenges. You and many other people have shown me that even when ailed from the very beginning you can take up arms and fight against life's challenges, winning or dying trying but never giving as your only option. Why you wrote this track, why @F-777 wrote Stay Tuned, why I wrote my own track Catharsis..pieces like these scream to the universe "yes, you can beat me down and I can do nothing about it. Yes, it's sad so many have lost and have taken their own lives to life's toils. But look around you. See those who've broken free. Because these people have their stories to tell. And pieces like these are their way of shouting to the universe that they're there and that they won't back down, because there's one thing life doesn't have control over: how many times you keep coming back from taking the punches. And each time you come back stronger than before. The best part? YOU'RE NOT ALONE, as the more you break through the more you inspire others to do the same and fight alongside you". I've given up about 10 times in my life and have attempted suicide more than once. At some point I was so pushed beyond my limit I broke, there I stayed in a place of rot and decay. I had lost everything, and it seemed like there wasn't even death that could vanquish the agony I felt when I had lost. Yet..the longer I stayed in this state, the more I started to realize..once you've lost everything, you have nothing left to lose. And when you've fallen to the bottom, the only way to go is up. Some changes were made. I turned to God and became nonbinary, but one thing above all else grew within me. I took all the time I needed, for I had just lost everything, but when I was ready..FWOOSH, I took up arms to fight back again. I made some major commitments and to think differently and had somehow managed to against all odds feel happier than ever, despite everything going on externally at the time that was trying to knock me down. I've often compared letting go of certain comfortable delusions to losing an arm after being ensnared in a trap, and holding onto that arm despite the intense agony keeping it brings. This track feels like an anthem to severing that limb and STILL managing to come through the other side stronger than ever before. This track isn't a song; it's a story. A story of being beat down by life and losing everything you have, disadvantaged from the beginning, staying there at rock bottom and realizing.."holy shit. This ISN'T the end. I can come back from this. I just need time". Taking up arms, rising back from what ailed you before, this time inspiring other people to do the same. Stories like The Little Tree speak to me a lot because of just what they represent. I am the little tree. From Instant Reaction to this each and every one of your works has personality as an artist who follows their passion purely from the self. You are a strong warrior in the universe, Xtrullor. And there DEFINITELY will never be one like you for years to come. Of all the stars in the sky, you are among one of the brightest shining ones out there, and tracks like these scream to the universe "I'm here, hear my name"

-Take care
~PDA/Itz_GamePoint

Fuckin amazing work here. Love how short yet powerful this heavyhouse piece is, almost teasing us with "too awesome to finish". You've got some serious skill, deadass, even back in the 1st era days of 2013. Ik you said you wouldn't finish this, but if you did it'd 100% slap

I do good deeds for the world and everyone hates me for it despite how awesome I am. You know what they say, "no good deed goes unpunished". I'm they/them but everyone keeps fucking misgendering me

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Good Deed-Doer

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